Updates on my Existence PART 2

hello.
musta ka na?
nu gngwa mo ngaung summer?

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What ’s up y’all!
I am very sorry for not keeping in touch.
Sana kilala mo pa ako…
I’m hoping to hear from you.
you can also contact me through my cellphone, here’s my number: 0922*******.

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how are you?

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kmusta na??

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Besides my nightly arguments with my father, which tackles all sorts of things like what kind of adhesive to buy, the review for my upcoming licensure examination takes up almost all of my time. As much as I want to say the infamous line, “I don’t feel any pressure right now” I am indeed in a very tight situation right now. Last Monday I took a 250 items mock board examination and I only got a score of 152, most of which came from the Psychiatric Nursing part. It didn’t come as a shock that my answers in Medical-Surgical Nursing and Pediatric Nursing parts of the exam were mostly incorrect. I am not really good in pathophysiology, especially with medications.

Yesterday, I brought my bag that was given to us by our reviewers to the review center. We don’t have our IDs yet so they told us that our bags shall be our identification to enter the building where we take the review. As much as I wanted to leave the bag that looks like a give-away from a grocery store I didn’t have the choice but to bring it with me. When I got home my father saw me using it, then he said, “dinadaladala mo pa yan. Kapag ikaw bumagsak nakakahiya ka.”

I am the type of person who goes home every after class, no left turns, no shortcuts. I go straight home, something that I do not share with my younger sister. But now, every night, if not just because of the TV program that I love watching, I don’t feel like going home anymore. Now I know why my classmates in high school with dysfunctional families wanted to stay in school or any where away from their own homes.