This Week

Okay, I am not depressed anymore. I think that depression that I just had was due to the bad weather, you know, less sunlight equals to less melatonin equals to sadness. But I do not have a Seasonal Affective Disorder, I think there are just those days.

I feel all good now. The Self Awareness that we had yesterday, as a preparation for our duty in the Mental Hospital, really helped me a lot. I didn’t know that my groupmates feel that way about me. That they “respect” me and really look up to me. Yeah, that was a great boost to my self esteem. it was a fun day, although I should say that it wasn’t that therapeutic in General. A lot of my classmates were crying in the end. It was like discovering a blank spot in my Johari’s Window (Click here) and finally opening a new chapter in my knowledge of my self. It was cool.

There is a week long celebration in our school so we didn’t have our duty in Mental Hospital for today until Saturday. Darn it, we’ll only have it for only a week, I mean three days, next week.

And since this was the case, our group in Pol Sci took advantage of the moment; this afternoon I’ll be going to the Provincial City jail and spend a whole 24 hour-cycle inside with the prisoners for our Documentary Film. I thought this was exciting weeks ago, but now, erm… i don’t know.

There are only three boys in our Group, Neil, Ray and I, so we’ll all going to go inside. We’ll to keep each other safe. I’m keeping my fingers crossed.