In the Operating Room Without a Clinical Instructor
(Click Image to Enlarge) I wouldn’t be able to take my licensure examination without the complete list of my cases in Delivery and Operating Room. That’s why our whole group hates our last Clinical Instructor. It seems that she doesn’t realize how much important the number of cases are for us. She’s too lazy. She didn’t want to go to the hospital just because Malacanang suspended the classes last week so our group was not able to take any cases. Unlike the other group’s CI who even calls and wakes up her students at 2AM to handle a case. Last semester, our schedule for OR was 6AM-2PM but she just have us signed the attendance then waved us goodbye as early as 6:30 AM. We didn’t get any case.
The night before the last day of our duty in the Operating Room, she just instructed us to meet her at school. Luckily my cellphone is broken, and i didn’t read her text, so I went straight to the hospital that morning and saw that there would be a cesarean at 8AM. Thank goodness I was able to borrow a phone and inserted my sim and then I was able to read her text in my number.
When we’re at the school, she insisted that there “is no cases anyway so we’ll just have an examination.” Therefore I contested her saying that I stopped by the hospital earlier and there is a scheduled cesarean. She called the always present and really diligent other group’s Clinical Instructor and asked her if she can look at us while we handle the case, while she, our very own CI, lolls sitting comfortably giving an examination.
Hanzel, Loren and I went to the hospital and met the other CI.
It is really evident in her side comments and sarcasms that she just took us because she cannot refuse our CI’s request, given the choice, she would have done something else. She was actually planning to call her own group to handle the operation. But nevertheless, she’s still as nice as when I last had her as my CI when I handled a laparoscopic surgery as a circulating nurse and a cesarean as a scrub nurse. This time I’ did the cord care of the newborn, while Hanzel played the Circulating nurse and Loren the scrub.
It was Loren’s first time to be the scrub nurse and was very agitated. She asked us what to do, what to expect and the names of each instruments. She already knew all of these of course but she just want to be sure.
When the doctors and the two real circulating nurses came in the OR, I thought that they’d start the operation immediately so I told Loren to scrub her hands. Out of her excitement, she overdid her scrubbing. She soaked not just her hands but also her scrub suit. The circulating nurses, our temporary CI and the doctors were laughing at her. One even remarked, “Aba, nilabhan mo pati yung scrub suit mo ha.”(You even laundered your Scrub suit.). Man, how we laughed at her.
Loren scrubbed the second time only in our temporary CI’s instruction. Somehow she’s very reluctant to my and Hanzel’s suggestions.
This cesarean was a lot gorier than the one I handled last May. Somehow I felt a little bit uneasy as the Surgeon asked Loren why she’s handling the case without her real CI, especially when she commits mistake, which is inevitable.
Placenta
The process anyway was a lot faster than the one I handled last summer. In no time I was already cleaning the newborn inside the nursery. I have never done this before so I always ask the Doctor and the Nurse for some reassurance, heck I can’t even put the diaper correctly. This is my first Cord Care case afterall, the first time I cleaned a newborn. I know all the theories already but I was less than an amateur in the “real world.” I felt so dumb. I felt worse when the doctor started asking about my CI. I felt so blind without the guidance of a supposedly intelligent mentor. I wanted to melt on the spot.

Cesarean

Suctioning of Fluids (amniotic fluid, blood, and other mucosy stuff)
We were instructed to have our lunch after the case at 10AM. We were to return for a Minor OR case (Cesarean is a Major OR case). We decided that Loren should handle the case as well. Her case record is waaaay too pitiful. Hanzel decided to stay in the locker room while I decided to observe.
The case now was removal of bedsores. Bedsore (pressure ulcer or decubitus) is a sign of a very poor nursing care, especially in bedridden patients, just like our patient that time; an old man, 84 years old, immobile and arthritic. Bedsores are ulceration of the skin due to prolonged pressure in a body part.
He’s skin on his extremities and back are all shedding. It was all dry and flaky. It easily sloughs off the moment you touch and rub it at the minimum pressure. The guy indeed received the least of the least quality of Nursing Care at home. It is clear that the old man was neglected at home. The anaesthesiologist exclaimed to her colleagues that they should not let that happen to her, she asks for a Euthanasia. The surgeon agreed and told us that he doesn’t want to be intubated and if ever that time comes, he just have to say goodbye.
I was just going to observe, but the surgeon asked me if I can be a human side rail, the man is in right side lying positing. I supported the guy’s shoulder and limbs. I was face to face to the surgeon and the real assisting nurse. Loren was at the foot part minding the instrument, my CI was at my right, the Anaesthesiologist was on my left, the patient’s head part, explaining everything to me (she’s nice)
Imagine a raw meat. Burn its skin. Notice how the outer layer turns black while the rest of the meat stays fresh. This was how the patches of bedsores in our patient’s butt look like. The Surgeon peeled off the necrotic skin cells. The incision exudes blood, bright red but much thicker than usual, and though I was wearing a surgical mask, I still vividly smelled the putrid scent of the decaying meat together with the pustulence.
Time went by until the surgeon decided to cover the site with dressing. Somehow I felt warmer. Drops of sweats started flowing from my scalp, underarms, and chest. My eyes drooped involuntarily. My tummy turned upside down. I wanted to vomit. I know I was going to faint. Was it the smell? Was it the blood? No way, I ve been in more disgusting situations (like when a 7-year old girl vomited on my face), I cannot possibly faint. I felt hungry though I just had my lunch 30 minutes ago. I stopped thinking and told the nurse, “Maam, nasusuka po ako.” (Maam, I feel nauseated.).
Everyone in the room turned their heads to me and laughed. They told me to sit on the foot stool in the corner. I was sweating profusely. I went outside to wash. The electric fan and the water were soothing. I nearly fainted because of the heat in the OR, especially because the lights were all directed to me and the patient.
The Anaesthesiologist later on explained that they turned off the Air Condition because “Newborns and old people have impaired thermoregulation.” Meaning, they have difficulty maintaining a constant body temperature.
Phew… that was close.










20 August 2007 at 2:48 pm
you should be wearing a tiny cam while doing those things
20 August 2007 at 3:00 pm
That’s prohibited. All these pictures (except those in the nursery) were taken through my pocket when nobody’s looking.
20 August 2007 at 3:49 pm
wow i wonder how you manage to take them when it’s prohibited.. hehe. they get too busy then??
20 August 2007 at 4:20 pm
If I were in your sitch I’d most probably have fainted halfway through the first operation. Sigh..
20 August 2007 at 8:24 pm
are u a doctor or nurse?
20 August 2007 at 8:33 pm
sorry u are a nurse intern isn’t it?
21 August 2007 at 5:57 pm
Nasusuka po ako just by reading your entry…
Why don’t you tell us about the beautiful nurses you meet all the time.
21 August 2007 at 8:01 pm
Um, cases,..I thought only law students would have to be mindful of it. Now I realize fully why med school is so difficult as they say, considering the amount of fragility you handle and the complicated procedures you have to undertake.
22 August 2007 at 5:30 pm
This scenario reminds me of my OR days, We picked Fabella hospital and for just 2 days, kumpleto lahat yung Delivery requirements. I don’t know if its still the Fabella Hospt I had a lot of FUN - in Fabella, they had this big cooler for placenta (and sell it for something?) but seeing that placenta photo, GROSS.
22 August 2007 at 10:24 pm
parang exciting na mahirap ang work ng isang nurse. from new born to old man, napakapalad ng iyong mga kapatid at magulang dahil bilang nurse alam mo paano sila aalagaan.
22 August 2007 at 10:38 pm
oy gawan mo na ko ng comment dun!
24 August 2007 at 12:24 pm
K, Sabi nga nila… mahina daw pag isangdaan lang ang nanganak sa isang araw sa Fabella.
25 August 2007 at 11:22 am
Richmond, everytime somebody tells me that she/he wants to take up nursing, talagang nagtataka ako. Maybe for somebody who really really loves to provide health care, okay lang … matitiis nya lahat ng hirap like what you related in this post. But my heart goes out to the student na pinilit lang ng parents nila to take up nursing. Paano nya makakaya ‘to? I would have fainted 5 minutes from the start. Ha ha ha. And to think I used to dream of becoming a doctor. I’m sure I wouldn’t have finished either.
Kudos to all of you who genuinely care for their patients!
1 September 2007 at 10:30 pm
hindi ko talaga kaya mag-work sa hospital.. I blood-phobic lalo na yung nag-eemit straight from a very serious wound.
PS
hmm.. wonder what’s behind that mask? hehe
2 September 2007 at 5:05 pm
Lalon, wag mo nang pangaraping makita. magugulantang ka lang. hehe.
19 October 2007 at 3:29 pm
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2 November 2007 at 4:21 pm
The most common comment posted here was all about the idea of taking stolen shots, you can clearly see the fault(s) of other people, to wit, your C.I.’s wrongdoing(s), but do you see your own problem too? Respect is important and you have never learnt to respect the rights of the people (i.e., the doctors and nurses involved in the procedure) who were caught offguarded when you took those “illicit” fotos… The mirror has two faces, as fondy said…
10 November 2007 at 3:09 pm
ha ha ha…..a like u..
ai….ung experience mo pla….jeje
hmmmmmmmmmmmm…hrap nga mg nsg. lalo na pg 2lad ng ci nyo..(sarap tirisin)
25 November 2007 at 8:23 pm
Fabella memorial hospital is the worst hospital of all time.. GRABE ANG LAMOK AS IN GRABE ito ANG OSPITAL NA IMBAKAN NG MGA LAMOK NAKAKATAKOT DAHIL IMBIS NA MALUSOG ANG MGA BATA NA ISISILANG MALAMANG ME MGA DENGUE AT SA GILID PARANG HUNGER STRIKE ANG MGA TAO NA22LOG NA SA GILID GILID… GROSS!!!!! AT ANG BAHO … AT ANG SUNGIT NG MGA DOKTOR MGA WALANG MODO….
PERO OO PAGOD SILA EXHAUSTED SA DAMI NG MGA PATIENTS PERO HUMANITARIAN DBA? KAHIT ANO SABIHIN WALA SILA KARAPATAN MANLAIT AT MANG MALIIT NG TAO..
ANG MASAMA PORKE MAHIRAP MINANALIIT NILA…
MGA MAL EDUKADO ANG MGA DOKTOR…
NANGANAK DUN ANG SISTER IN LAW KO AT D NAMIN ALAM KUNG BAKIT UN UNG NAPILI NYA.. WE WERE ASKING FOR A WHEEL CHAIR DAHIL D N MAKALAKAD ANG ATE KO AT ANG SABI NG UNGAS NA DOKTORA… “TINAWAG KO NA BA KAYO?” . we were asking nicely at ganun ang reply … …
DOCTORS AND NURSES SA FABELLA .. YOUR JOB IS TO MAKE YOUR PATIENS COMFORTABLE AT TO GIVE THEM COMFORT AT HINDI LAITIN AT MALIITIN LALO NA UNG MGA MAHIRAP…
LOL.. FABELLA? THE HOSPITAL SUCKS … PERO THE WORST IS THE DOCTORS NURSES SUCKS!!!! PATI GUARD KALA MO SINO ….
EH ANO BA NATAPOS MO? GUARD KA LANG PUNYETA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
23 January 2008 at 10:36 pm
mahirap talagang maging isang nurse kc it needs true compassion and dedication when it comes to your work. yung CI na tamad dapat sinisibak sa work,sayang lang sweldo. dapat di ka kumuha ng pictures..alam mo ng bawal di ba? you studied that sa isang subject na nsg. di ba? let’s follow simple rules.
30 January 2008 at 2:03 pm
my map b kau ng fabella
6 July 2008 at 1:05 pm
Saludo kami sa CI namin ngaun.. pag sabihin namin SIr.. mag straight tau til 6 am… okay lang sa kanya.. kahit mag 16 hrs kami or 24 hrs… i think ma complete namin ung cases namin this semester.. i just pray and hope so……….